Today when Charlotte woke up from her nap I was just so happy to hold her. I'm so glad that she still needs me. I change her and dress her and feed her and bathe her. And kiss her sweet cheeks and smell her wispy hair and kiss her little hands and and put her shoes on when she brings them to me, and pull her socks off when she whines and pulls on them and help her find her lovely and I'm just happy.